when i wake up i feel this weird feeling of dread that makes me abuse any substance asap without thinking much
By wish | Updated 06/10/26(Wed)08:16:02
when i wake up i feel this weird feeling of dread that makes me abuse any substance asap without thinking much
lately ive been smart though, and this behaviour ruins that i think
yeah. >>13001864
>it's good to be aware of things and not just let your emotions control you
i have been doing that lots, without trying to actively do it.. its been making things much easier and better
i leveled that up lots i suppose
well, at least i havent been doing a mixture of substance abuse (self destruction) despite the feeling being there strongly initially
i wana control it fully, and i will have to one day i could play this smart
i think i have a plan >>13001874
it's really hard especially if you're like me and you were raised to just kind of give in to your emotions and express them immediately instead of simply being aware of them and realizing you don't have to react to them at all
it's a hard journey >>13001884
u eventually will be able to learn and adapt
with some time and some work..
well anyway i decided not to take anything for now >>13001930
this is nice board
good luck friend. nta but nobody expected me to make it as far as i have with the amount of drugs and bad decisiones i used to do all the time, but i'm still here
hopefully you continue to be here also
Your fortune: Bad Luck >>13001945
lets do our best >>13001965
ganbare!!!!!!
Your fortune: Average Luck >>13001968
*cuts ur pp off and feeds it to my God* >>13001971 You will birth a god, and build an eternal paradise. I thank you for nurturing God with all the hate in your heart. It's time for mankind to be released from the shackles of sin which bind them... But a God born from hatred can never create a perfect paradise. Happy people can be so cruel. >>13001977
dubs of the endless cycle of birth and rebirth
who's happy, though?? i've yet to meet a happy person. just people who were pretending
Your fortune: Reply hazy, try again >>13001988
ure mom >>13002001
his're mom is so happy it's so nice
Your fortune: Good Luck >>13002001
Your fortune: Good news will come to you by mail >>13002005
why aren't you happy for her?? >>13002007
why aren't you currently sleeping in my bed??
life has many mysteries to be desu
Your fortune: Very Bad Luck
because i sleep on my bed idiote >>13002045
o, rite...
sry for being so stupid and dumb ;w;
Your fortune: Bad Luck >>13002060
stop disappointing me. >>13002067
i'll do my best
Your fortune: Outlook good
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